Post by Deleted on Jan 29, 2013 21:19:59 GMT -8
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They had left the quiet sanctity of the outdoor courtyard quite a while ago, but as he paced in front of the Room of Requirement, thinking about what it was he most wanted, he found his mind still wandering to when she had placed her pale, soft hand on top of his. The action had surprised him; few people went through the effort of touching him, of embracing him, of showing any kind of affection. Slytherins just weren't that sort of people. And his parents certainly weren't that sort of people. It was something so foreign to him that he didn't even realize how much he'd liked it until it was over. His mind wandered even further when he recalled the fleeting touch of her fingers on the side of his face as she'd pushed back a lock of his hair. The touch had been so simple and so brief, but still it remained with him long after it had happened.
The sad part about all of this though, was that Lucius still cared about what his peers thought about him. He could pretend, sure. Lately he behaved as if he didn't give a rat's ass about their opinions. But deep down, he knew there was a part of him that hadn't changed at all, that was still cowardly, still prejudiced, still stuck in his own bigoted paradigm of the world. He feared he would never escape that part of him, especially when he was just starting to figure things out. The old him would never have been caught dead with Adeline. Though she was pure-blood, she was still a Ravenclaw, and his old cohorts would have given him a tough time over it. When they'd been walking through the corridors to the Room of Requirement, he had found himself glancing over his shoulder now and then, peeking around corners slightly to make sure know one would see them. He didn't want to care, but he still did, despite his best efforts not to.
Lucius stepped into the room, seeing exactly what he had requested: a grand piano, a stove top, and a small shelf with two mugs and various types of tea. Lucius was an Earl Gray man himself. He grabbed a tea bag and with a gentle wave of his wand, water appeared in the tea pot. It was then though that he realized he didn't know how to use the stove top. He'd never made himself a cup of tea once in his whole life; the house elves had always done it for him. He stared blankly down at it, confused by the array of knobs and buttons. Reluctantly, he cast a backward glacen at Addie. “Um... sorry... I don't actually know—the stove. Yeah...” Stepping back awkwardly, Lucius took a seat on the piano bench. He ran his fingers across the white keys, realizing how eager he was to begin his lessons. He'd always loved music and he hoped he would finally have a chance to create his own.