Post by Deleted on Jan 25, 2013 2:09:05 GMT -8
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Though they can live otherwise normal lives, on every full moon a werewolf will go through an incredibly painful transformation from a human into a wolf-like creature. They lose the ability to think in a human way, becoming highly aggressive towards... Theodore Tonk's thoughts were drifting elsewhere, shifting away from the Defense Against the Dark Arts assignment he needed to be focusing on. But really, what was the fate of a werewolf to him when he had more pressing matters on his mind? Ted really wasn't one to let himself be distracted easily, especially from his school work which he prized above all things. He was a Ravenclaw, after all. He had a sincere love for learning and would always take whatever opportunity that presented itself in order to better educate himself. Tonight was different though. He couldn't care less about werewolves, or conjuration, or the proper way to domesticate a thestral. It was all meaningless to him. Everything was meaningless without her.
He couldn't stop thinking about Andromeda Black, the beautiful, disarming woman that had enchanted him so. She had immersed herself into his life without even trying. Like Calypso the mythological sea nymph, but a lot less stalker-ish. Ever since they met, Andromeda - Meda, as he affectionately called her - consumed his every waking thought, and sometimes slipped into his dreams, too. Though she had blinded him with a love he'd never felt before, he still wasn't exactly sure what it was about her that had dazzled him so much. The moment he met her, he'd just known that she was something worth fighting for. He didn't much care if he never figured out what that mysterious something was. Just as long as he got spend the rest of his life with her. Ted sighed. Don't get ahead of yourself, Ted. You're only seventeen. Not exactly ready to go bending on one knee.
Why wasn't life like a fairytale? Why wasn't life as rich and fulfilling as the stories Ted Tonks had grown up with, loving and adoring? For so long, these stories had become so ingrained in his outlook on life; they had shaped his thoughts on morality, and friendship, and most importantly, love. Because of La Belle et la Bete he'd learned that beauty was found on the inside, not on the outside. Arabian Nights taught him the importance of determination and cleverness. Cinderella had shown him that kindness and honesty was better than selfishness and hate. And because of Hansel and Gretel, he knew not to eat houses made of candy and gingerbread. O.K. So that last one was a bit off-topic. But all the same, these fables were such an intrinsic part of him. They'd taught him so much, but he was beginning to fear that they were actually quite useless. After all, he was no knight in shining armor. There was a princess he adored, sure. But he couldn't hope to save her.
The worst part was, he couldn't exactly talk about it to anyone. After all, she was betrothed to another man: Hufflepluff and Head Boy, Jacen Frost. He was attractive, charming, and wealthy. The perfect suitor for any parent's beloved daughter. Ted was an awkward dork, and not to mention a muggle-born. He didn't have a chance in hell with her. Even though he knew his affections were hopeless, it would have done a world of difference to be able to confide in someone. He just feared the judgment when someone learned he was coveting after another's man's fiance. Not exactly the behavior of someone who prided themselves on their noble heart. Ted looked deeply into the flickering flames in front of him. His was a jungle and he was trying desperately to fight his way through its tangles and darkness.
ooc; forgive him. he's a bit heart-sick at the moment.