Post by Deleted on Jan 1, 2013 23:42:42 GMT -8
What was she doing here? It was freezing and she knew it was passed time to go in. The only people who would be out on the grounds now where rule breakers and staff members. Alice was neither of them. Though she supposed that since she was here, she was a rule breaker. This thought came and went with little regard. Truth was Alice didn't care at that point. She was feeling rather sorry for herself and all together a little crummy. Kasch had tried so hard to cheer her up yesterday, and really it had made her feel better.
It was just that, Joram confronting her had stirred up a lot of old memories that didn't settle well with the girl at all. Some of them weren't even relevant to the scene. But never the less, they'd left Alice with a lot to think about. Why had she run from him? Was it really such a bad thing they had done? Was it all fear or was part of it more than that? Why Joram? Why her? Why had he chosen the ally that day? What happened? Who saved her? There were so many things the girl was trying to figure out that it made her head spin.
With a deep breath, Alice pulled the sweater around her shoulders a little tighter and looked down at her shoes. Her little toes were frozen now as her flats yielded little to no warmth what so ever. They were also a little muddy. Which was a shame, these were some of her favorite flats. No matter, she knew how to clean them up. She also knew how to throw a pretty mean cheering charm, if only that would work now. Alice felt too down and too cloudy to manage it.
There was much more she would ponder on for a while if she felt she had time, but as she glanced up at the sky and the darkening clouds, Alice knew it was time to head back to the castle. It was a long walk and half of her didn't even want to make it. She would just make a tent right here. A little camp for her to stay in for as long as she wanted. Yes. What a marvelous plan. Insane, but marvelous. As Alice leaned against a little tree not far from the shore, her ears perked and funneled in a rustling sound coming from up the carved out little path.
Her heart jumped a little. Maybe it was a bear! A bear? What kind of thought was that? Hogwarts didn't have bears. Did it? No surely not. But it had plenty of other things that could have come to eat her. It could have been a professor!!!! Oh she was doomed!! She'd be kicked out! Or something equally terrible. "I'm sorry!!!" She sprang from the tree and into the open path in the direction of the noise. "I lost track of time and I didn't mean to be out so long and I'm really sorry please don't expel me or...eat me." The face was too dark to see just beyond the bushes, not to mention Alice had her eyes clasped shut. She wasn't sure who it was, so expel... eat... She figured all her bases were covered.