Post by Deleted on Oct 20, 2014 18:42:38 GMT -8
Tara walking into the quidditch pitch her red hair dancing around her head her bag over her shoulder and her blanket under her arm her tight dress pants tucked into her knee high riding boots her red Gryffindor sweater pressing into her.
She smiled as she reached the middle “Well I have to practice” She laughed laying the blanket out and taking the contents of her bag out she smiled and waved her hand as flowers began to grow, she laughed to herself before cutting them and making a small crown and placing it on her head with a wave of her hand.
“hmm I wonder, “ she smiled before thinking of a happy memory the happiest, when she started at Hogwarts even though it was in January and she had a private sorting it meant she was closer to home and being at the school excited her. Tara took a deep breath before lifting her left hand a silver mist appeared slowly she focused on the happy harder now letting it take over, as a Thestral jumped from her hands she smiled as the beast walked around her she smiled before remember that it too was her mother’s patronis, and as quickly as it came the happy feeling came it left and she was left feeling warn and upset. Her father would be less than pleased that she shared another give of her mothers.
Her Father didn’t hate the girl but a constant reminder of his dead wife was the last thing he needed he was stressed enough with work, and her gift was more of a burden to him than anything though the care packages ever week was a small condolence to not showing up for family day.
Tara took a breath and tried to push the unhappy from her mind she softly sung the melody of the lullaby to herself she could swear her mother had sung it to her moment before she died and only a hour before that she was holding baby tara for the first time. A soft tear fell from her face before she sat down on the blanket and began to put her things away, it wasn’t that she didn’t need to practice that was clear to everyone that saw her that she did, but she could bring herself to do it, her patronis had sucked the happiness out of her.
“Maybe I’ll understand one day mum, why you had to go and leave me with him.” She said to the air as a breeze bluw her hair over her shoulders she felt like it was the woman that had carried her for 6 months was kissing her cheek though it was silent and that told her to keep going. She waved her arms again trying to push the unhappy from her mind she folded the blanket and glanced at the sky “ I love you” she told her silent mother before putting her bag up she then attempted it again this time the thestral made her smile and feel safe she let it walk around the pitch as she smiled her.
She smiled as she reached the middle “Well I have to practice” She laughed laying the blanket out and taking the contents of her bag out she smiled and waved her hand as flowers began to grow, she laughed to herself before cutting them and making a small crown and placing it on her head with a wave of her hand.
“hmm I wonder, “ she smiled before thinking of a happy memory the happiest, when she started at Hogwarts even though it was in January and she had a private sorting it meant she was closer to home and being at the school excited her. Tara took a deep breath before lifting her left hand a silver mist appeared slowly she focused on the happy harder now letting it take over, as a Thestral jumped from her hands she smiled as the beast walked around her she smiled before remember that it too was her mother’s patronis, and as quickly as it came the happy feeling came it left and she was left feeling warn and upset. Her father would be less than pleased that she shared another give of her mothers.
Her Father didn’t hate the girl but a constant reminder of his dead wife was the last thing he needed he was stressed enough with work, and her gift was more of a burden to him than anything though the care packages ever week was a small condolence to not showing up for family day.
Tara took a breath and tried to push the unhappy from her mind she softly sung the melody of the lullaby to herself she could swear her mother had sung it to her moment before she died and only a hour before that she was holding baby tara for the first time. A soft tear fell from her face before she sat down on the blanket and began to put her things away, it wasn’t that she didn’t need to practice that was clear to everyone that saw her that she did, but she could bring herself to do it, her patronis had sucked the happiness out of her.
“Maybe I’ll understand one day mum, why you had to go and leave me with him.” She said to the air as a breeze bluw her hair over her shoulders she felt like it was the woman that had carried her for 6 months was kissing her cheek though it was silent and that told her to keep going. She waved her arms again trying to push the unhappy from her mind she folded the blanket and glanced at the sky “ I love you” she told her silent mother before putting her bag up she then attempted it again this time the thestral made her smile and feel safe she let it walk around the pitch as she smiled her.